💔 Someone I Never Had, 💭 Always Felt, ✨ Never Forgotten

 She Disappeared Without a Word… Then Became a Bride

We met through someone we both knew. Nothing special. No sparks flying. Just two people who stumbled into conversation and somehow never ran out of things to say.

She lived in Nepal. I was working in Qatar. But somehow, the distance didn’t matter. Time zones didn’t matter. We talked all night, slipped into each other’s mornings, laughed through tired eyes and long workdays. It was easy. It was real—at least it felt that way to me.

She never confessed her feelings. Neither did I. But every message had meaning. Every silence was soft, not empty. We understood each other in ways that didn’t need explaining.

Sometimes I pulled back. Maybe out of fear. Maybe because I wasn’t ready to commit. But every time I drifted, she reached out—never desperate, just there. And every time, I got pulled back in deeper.

Until one day—
She was gone.

Blocked. Disconnected. No warning. No closure. One moment I was laughing with her… the next, I was staring at an empty chat screen, wondering what the hell happened.

I was confused. Restless. I reached out to our mutual friend, not directly asking, but hoping she'd sense what I needed. She did. Gave me her number. I had it—but I never dialed. What would I even say?

Weeks later, a new friend request popped up. Her new ID. I kept sending and cancelling requests like a madman. One day, I forgot to cancel. She accepted.

She said her old account was broken. But I knew better. I didn’t push it. I didn’t care. She was back.

We talked again. Shared pieces of our lives. I showed her my new room. We laughed—light, brief, familiar.

Then, one day, her hands showed up on my feed. Mehndi designs. A bride.

That was it. No explanation. No goodbye again.

Just… her, dressed in symbols of love. And me, drowning in symbols of loss.

I was on duty when I saw it. Tears welled up. I texted her. Called. No answer. I spiraled. Couldn’t eat. Couldn’t think. Couldn’t feel anything but the hurt. I broke my phone. I broke myself.

That night, I picked up a blade. Not to end anything. Just to make the inside match the outside. My body bore the pain I couldn’t speak. I cut—again and again—but it didn’t numb the ache. It only marked it.

Months passed in silence.

One day, I gathered the courage to reflect. I realized something hard: even if she hadn’t gotten married, I wouldn’t have been ready. I was scared. I was uncertain. I wasn’t the man she needed. And still… I missed her.

So, I texted her—one final time. I apologized. I asked for her forgiveness, not her return.

She forgave me.

I never asked her about the wedding. Never asked what really happened. I didn’t need to. I just hoped she was happy. That she found peace. That life gave her everything I couldn’t.

Now, she has a beautiful baby boy.

Sometimes, I still find myself on her profile. Just scrolling. Just wondering. I think she does the same. But we never speak. Not a word. Not even a like.

Today, as I lie awake from the pain of a swollen jaw, I find myself comparing this physical pain to that old, unforgettable one.

And I wonder—
Was that heartbreak worse than this?
Was the cut on my heart deeper than the ones on my skin?
Or is it just her memory that still hurts the most?

She’s someone I never had,
Always felt,
And never forgotten.

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✍️ Written by Suraj
From a moment that never belonged to me, but still lingers in my soul.

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🛰 The Black Knight Satellite: Humanity’s Forgotten Visitor?

 “There is a satellite orbiting Earth that predates modern space exploration... but no one admits to putting it there.”— NASA Insider (anonymous)

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🕶️ What Is the Black Knight Satellite?

The Black Knight Satellite is the name given to a mysterious, dark object orbiting Earth. It’s been spotted in polar orbit—a path used for Earth mapping satellites, but not common in early space history.

But here’s the kicker:
Reports of it go back to the 1950s, before Sputnik (1957), and before any known satellite was launched.

And yet, it was already there.

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🧩 Strange Facts That Fuel the Mystery:

1. 1954: U.S. newspapers report that the U.S. Air Force had detected two unknown "natural satellites" orbiting Earth. But no space agency had ever launched anything yet.

2. 1960: The U.S. Navy detects an object in polar orbit. At the time, only the Soviet Union had satellites—but not in that kind of orbit. The Pentagon classifies it as “spy satellite” suspicion—but no nation ever claimed it.

3. 1960s-1970s: Radio signals and longwave transmissions were picked up from the object by HAM operators. Some claimed they were coded messages or signals in an unknown language.

4. 1998 (STS-88 Mission): Astronauts aboard the Space Shuttle Endeavour took photographs of a strange, black object in orbit. NASA called it “space debris.” The internet called it the Black Knight.

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📡 Who Put It There?

No country ever claimed ownership.
No company ever claimed responsibility.
No official document tracks its launch.

Theories range from:

• 👽 An alien probe sent to monitor Earth for centuries

• 🛰️ An ancient Earth civilization’s lost technology

• 🔍 A broken, long-lost Cold War-era satellite (unlikely, due to its age and orbit)

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🎭 Why We Don’t Hear About It

Despite being photographed, detected, and tracked multiple times over decades, it’s almost completely absent from mainstream science textbooks or official space agency discussions.

Why? Some possibilities:

• Governments classified their findings.

• No one wants to admit we’re being watched.

• It challenges the narrative of “we’re the first to reach space.”

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🤯 So... Is It Still Up There?

Yes. NORAD and amateur astronomers occasionally track an unidentified object in a polar orbit that doesn’t match known satellites.

In fact, some claim it still sends faint radio pulses every few years—like it’s sleeping... but still watching.

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Final Thought

If something is orbiting Earth that predates our own space programs, then the question is no longer “What is it?”—but “Why is it still here?”

Maybe the Black Knight is waiting.
Maybe it already delivered its message.
Maybe... we just haven't learned how to decode it yet.

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#ThirdEye46 #BlackKnightSatellite #SpaceMysteries #HiddenHistory #WhoIsWatchingUs

The Unamendable Foundation of Nepal: A New Vision for National Integrity

In Defence of Nepal and the People's Interests

🏛️ Introduction

In a time when nations across the globe face internal corruption and external pressure, Nepal must establish an eternal core — a principle above all else. This is The Unamendable Foundation: a sacred spine of governance that cannot be altered, compromised, or ignored.

This vision is not just policy — it's a covenant with the people, drafted by the People’s Representative Assembly of Nepal and held above all else. Every law, every office, every power shall serve this foundation, not the other way around.

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🔰 The Eleven Pillars That Hold Nepal Together

The integrity of our nation and protection of its citizens rest on eleven interconnected pillars. Each is accountable, each is powerful — and all must answer to the people.

1. The Sovereign People of Nepal

2. The People’s Representative Assembly

3. The Constitution of Nepal

4. National Ideologies & Governance Principles

5. The Supreme Court (12 judges rotate annually for impartiality)

6. The Prime Minister (elected from the assembly)

7. The Head of State (President or Monarch, directly elected by the people)

8. The Nepalese Army Governance System

9. The Anti-Corruption Bureau

10. The Governance Evaluation Committee

11. The Election Commission of Nepal

Every pillar must operate under its own formal Code of Conduct and Operational Policy, reviewed and approved by the People’s Representative Assembly every five years.

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🔄 The Cycle of Power: Checks and Balance Model

Each pillar operates independently but is accountable to others. No unchecked power. No unquestioned authority.

🛡 Every pillar checks at least two others.
🎯 Every pillar protects the public interest.
⚖ All carry the spirit of this unamendable foundation.

🧩 Becoming a Minister in the New Nepal: The Eligibility Process

Before any elected individual can be appointed as a Minister or Department Head, they must pass five mandatory clearances:

1. ✅ Anti-Corruption Bureau – Clean record, no allegations

2. ✅ Election Commission – Fair conduct in election campaign

3. ✅ Nepalese Army – National security clearance

4. ✅ Governance Evaluation Committee – No history of suspicious governance

5. ✅ Supreme Court – Final judicial approval of all prior checks

Only then can they officially register for ministerial candidacy. Their name is then submitted to the People’s Assembly for final voting.

🔥 Eternal Vigilance: The People Will Rise

There will be times when institutions fail, when duty is forgotten, and when power is abused. But the soil of Nepal remembers.

When the system falls, the people will rise.

From their courage, Nepal will be reborn — again and again.

Let every citizen and every public servant understand this:

• We owe loyalty to purpose, not just position.

• We serve the people, not the platform.

• Our foundation is unamendable — because it lives in the will of the Nepali heart.

📜 Supreme Clause: This Foundation Comes First

This document shall:

• Override any law or structure that contradicts it

• Guide Nepal's governance, survival, and unity

• Be carried and upheld by all national pillars

✒️ Ratified by the Suraj Parajuli for the Nepal's Review