What comes next? What is the cause behind the cause we believe we have discovered? What exists beyond what we currently perceive?
I cannot speak for everyone’s way of thinking, but many people observe these questions closely. It is also true that some remain indifferent, absorbed in the routines of daily life and the struggles that come with it.
I raise these questions today, but I know I am not alone. Across the world, others are asking the same questions at this very moment. Humanity has always done so—even in times when freedom of speech was unknown—and will continue to do so in the future, perhaps even when powerful interests attempt to erode that freedom.
I am drawn to books, study, and the exploration of theories. I am fascinated by scholars’ ideas of infinity and deeply connected to astrophysics. I seek to understand the cause of my own existence. Was it merely the biological interaction between male and female, or is there another source—some purpose or form of energy—behind my creation? What is the true origin?
I strongly resonate with Einstein’s principle that energy can neither be created nor destroyed, only transformed. For many, this idea feels circular and limiting. For me, it opens the door to infinite causes and endless beginnings.
Recently, while watching a spiritual discourse by Premananda Ji Maharaj titled “Does God exist? Where is the evidence?”, I briefly thought that the existence of God might resolve all mysteries. The next moment, another question arose: how did God come into existence? And then another, and another.
One statement he made left a lasting impression on me. He said that God is like a complex mathematical problem—you must assume God’s value as X and solve everything else around it. Only then can X be understood.
These words felt deeply aligned with modern reasoning. It suggested to me that there are infinitely many problems to solve before the value of X can ever be reached. This was no longer a humane theorem, solved or unsolved, but something far beyond it.
I realized that this journey must begin with myself. I must determine my own value—the value of energy, the container that holds it, emotions, their sources, and countless other elements. Even within a single lifetime, one cannot fully understand a single life form, let alone preserve that understanding for future generations.
It is possible that our ancestors attempted this work before us. Perhaps they discovered a more direct path rather than a zigzag puzzle.
I find it deeply exciting to encounter concepts such as Dwaita and Adwaita—dualism and non-dualism—originating from Sanskrit texts like the Bhagavad Gita, Skanda Purana, and others. Setting aside religious interpretations, I theorize that ancient thinkers of great intellect, living under oppressive rule and without freedom of speech, were exploring profound truths in secrecy. What they left behind may appear as stories, meant to be collectively decoded by future generations.
These texts suggest two paths toward understanding God (X), the cause of all causes. Dwaita proposes that the cause is a separate entity, distinct from us. Adwaita suggests that there is no separation—that we are not apart from the cause but expressions of it.
In my understanding, Dwaita resembles a programmed simulation: an external creator designs and monitors creation from outside. Adwaita, by contrast, reflects an energetic process—an unconscious energy evolving into consciousness, shaping the universe through infinite cycles of creation and destruction.
For Dwaita to hold true, a boundary must exist. Without discovering an edge or endpoint to the universe, it seems premature to assume a separate creator. Ancient scholars, driven by intellect and intuition, likely recognized this and did not waste their limited lifetimes pursuing Dwaita alone. Instead, they followed Adwaita, proposing God as a conceptual target—X—a placeholder for the ultimate cause until it could be understood.
In this sense, God was not merely worshipped but defined as the unknown variable in the greatest equation ever conceived.
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